RATHER BE DEAD

I walk alone through empty streets.
My shadow’s screaming back at me.
The silence cuts, it’s razor-thin.
No god, no grace, no way to win.

I’ve given all, I’ve bled my truth.
Lost in lies, denied my youth.
Regrets keeps crawling in my bed.
Wish I was someone else instead.

I’d rather be dead than fake a smile.
Each breath I take feels like a trial.
Can´t escape this things in my head.

If this is it.

I’d rather be dead.

I’d rather be dead.

I’d rather be dead.

Your pretty words, they fall like lies.
I see the truth behind your eyes.
You stole my heart like a thief.
And pain is all you let me keep.

I’ve given all, I’ve bled my truth.
Lost in lies, denied my youth.
Regrets keeps crawling in my bed.
Wish I was someone else instead.

I’d rather be dead than fake a smile.
Each breath I take feels like a trial.
Can´t escape this things in my head.

 

If this is it.

I’d rather be dead.

I’d rather be dead.

I’d rather be dead.

Don’t save me now, don’t preach your grace.
I’ve made my peace inside this place.
A twisted truth I can’t outrun.
The war was lost before it begun.

I’d rather be dead than fake a smile.
Each breath I take feels like a trial.
Can´t escape this things in my head.
If this is it. I’d rather be dead.